dear heart...

criesemotears @ 2005-07-09T13:57:00

2005-07-09T20:56:17Z

new livejournal:

plasticpistolx

criesemotears @ 2005-04-07T15:51:00

2005-04-07T22:51:59Z

new s/n:

plasticpistol x

add me, yes ?

woot

2005-03-05T06:45:58Z

Autumn's hot

bang ! bang !

...what do i say ?

i look goth and scary

not for climbing

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Lyke whoah i love this picture <333

criesemotears @ 2005-02-23T12:15:00

2005-02-23T20:15:54Z

"what would you wanna me for anyhow?"

"so i can kiss you anytime i want."

<333

2005-02-17T23:18:55Z

omg the rain is effing beautfiul i love it
and i love you too. <33

And with your love came something stronger♥

2005-02-15T21:08:30Z

Even though Valentine's Day is over...I still want a valentine. ♥

Oh, greedy, greedy me.

FILL THIS OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!! :]

2005-02-13T19:42:16Z

I __________ kaley.

kaley is _______.

Me and kaley are _________.

I wish me and kaley were ________.

If I were alone in a room with kaley, I would _________.

I want kaley to know ________.

I think kaley should ________.

kaley needs ________.

I want to ___________ with kaley.

kaley reminds me of _______.

Someday kaley will _______.

Without kaley, __________.

The worst thing about kaley is ________

The best thing about kaley is _________

I am _________ with kaley.

criesemotears @ 2005-02-12T18:42:00

2005-02-13T02:43:00Z

I ♥ Life.

and Life ♥'s me !

criesemotears @ 2005-02-11T09:55:00

2005-02-11T17:56:59Z

Sunday= brownie day. oh snap.

criesemotears @ 2005-02-08T16:36:00

2005-02-09T00:36:51Z

...
so tonight i'll sit alone and pick apart your picture

[<333 im in love]

criesemotears @ 2005-02-07T19:55:00

2005-02-08T03:55:26Z

i have no valentine...how gay

<//3

2005-01-30T02:26:01Z

kevin is a lovely boy.

GROUNDED !

2005-01-24T01:02:58Z

-G R O U N D E D-

until further notice =/

{i copied this from Jordan...sorry =/

2005-01-14T18:08:24Z

You scored as Emo & More. Emo and Screamo.

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Emo & More

96%

Indie

67%

Indie Rock

67%

Classic Rock.

58%

Punk and Pop Punk.

54%

Mainstream

42%

Hardcore

33%

Ska

33%

Industrial

25%

Britpop

17%

Hip Hop and Rap

17%

Country

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criesemotears @ 2005-01-13T16:44:00

2005-01-14T00:44:21Z

make a wish.

criesemotears @ 2005-01-11T16:43:00

2005-01-12T00:44:02Z

i'm not trying to be a complainer...
things just suck right now.
[♥]

criesemotears @ 2005-01-10T14:28:00

2005-01-10T22:29:56Z

I love Disney Land, and I love the rain...but somehow when they are together, they are not so enjoyable.

Oh right I'm supposed to be at school right now...*cough**cough*

post a freaking comment. <333

Nerds on Ice

2005-01-08T23:15:27Z

" Well, a few days ago, Gary got his first boner. You know what a boner is, right ? "

" If memory serves. "

All I Hear is Your Bullshit. . .

2005-01-08T00:45:41Z

This is the New Year...&& I have decided to start thinking with my heart. In other words. . .truth and love. Two words that keep playing over and over in my mind. Truth. Is truth the ablility to tell someone you love them wholeheartedly and never look back ? Is truth telling someone they're your best friend, && never uttering a word behind their back ? Or is truth telling a sick person they look better, when they really don't ? Is it telling someone with cancer that you understand, when deep down you're just praying to God that you never put into the position ? For, you can always think one think && say another. Love. I hate this word. Because every love I have ever known is a lie. My parents' " love " may have been real when they were young && naive, but everyone can see that things change. People change. Love is not suppossed to be a fairytale romance. You have to fight && scream && make it hurt. You have to make it hurt for it to ever last. There is no part of your life when things just get easier, && you kind of just glide on through the end. It never ends. You never slide into homeplate...or cross the finish line...it never, ever ends. You're always running && changing && spinning sidways. && it can be scary && crazy && hurt so much. Love is being able to say " I want to grow old with you ". I don't understand love. && maybe I never will. Isn't that the way love is suppossed to be though ? Like getting the wind knocked out of you ? Just meeting someone that turns you around ? Or is it just a conveinent way to help you pay your bills && keep you warm at night ? Love is someone you'd die for. I mean, literally, die for. Jump in front of a moving van for. Take poison for. Having a child, your own flesh and blood that YOU created...they become your life. The very reason you live && breathe each day. And you pray that they're healthy && that they have ten fingers && toes. && all you want is for them to have the very best life possible. You never want to see them get hurt. And when they're sick all you want to do is take they're illness...take it away so you don't have to see them suffer. It's like a part of your heart is gone. And you want to die. Everyday at school I see couples holding on to each other as if they haven't seen each other in years--as if it was their last day on earth. Is this love ? Or is the married couple for thirty years struggling to hold on to what they have love ? Is abortion love ? Is war love ? I am young && I still do not understand. Maybe I never will...I just want the truth. ♥

So One Last K i s s. . .

2005-01-07T03:35:02Z

. . .and then we'll go.

I don't know what I was thinking. . .

criesemotears @ 2005-01-05T15:49:00

2005-01-05T23:50:39Z

...grrr i want to call nolan...

Good Night Lover...

2005-01-02T03:48:22Z

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me? or did you ever have a crush on me?

5. have we kissed? if no, Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

16. What is the biggest memory you have of me?

♥New Years Resolutions♥

2005-01-01T20:09:16Z

[x]Eat Less
[x]Excersise more
[x]Take one, stess relieving bath every week
[x]No more desserts !!! ((this one is hard))
[x]Stop writing in this so much

and finally...

[x]Find the true meaning of love and why I am actually here.

♥Post a freaking comment

criesemotears @ 2004-12-31T13:06:00

2004-12-31T21:08:53Z

Mama always said life is like a box of chocolates.
You never know what you're gonna get.

Mmmmmmm, tasty !

2004-12-30T19:38:41Z

Yeah so I've noticed that all the hot people's journals have like, 30 comments, even if they barely write anything. Which is lame because sometimes I write really important things and no one posts...=(
Maybe if I was hot there would be like 40 comments next time I checked this. Haha wouldn't that be lovely ?

[omg greatest thing !]

[x]Riding in the car with my mom and brother and we stop at a light behind this car with a sticker that reads: M.A.D.D.
[x]Me: What the heck is madd ?
[x]Brother: I don't know I think it stands for something like Mothers...something something.
[x]Me: Mothers Against...Drunks.
[x]Mom: laughs

[[TEN MINUTES LATER]]

[x]Me: Oh Mothers Against Drunk Driving !!!

...I thought it was funny.

[[OKAY LET'S HAVE LIKE....A TON OF COMMENTS !!!! LIKE....50 !!!!!!!!!!!! YAY !!!!=)]] lEAVE a lot of ♥ !!!!